Why Kim Kardashian Wishes She Was Only Married Once – E! Online

“I thought, ‘OK, we’re filming this for a TV show. If I leave, I’m going to be known as the runaway bride forever. It’s going to be a huge joke,'” Kim explained. “‘It’s just cold feet.'” She also used her entire production fee, plus Kris’ portion, to fund the wedding. “I used all our production money on the wedding,” she revealed. “I felt pressured, I felt like I was going to let everyone down.”

Yet, right away Kim knew she had made a mistake saying “I do.” Her lavish Italian honeymoon on the Amalfi Coast proved she should have followed her heart: “I was like, ‘S––t, I think I made the wrong decision,'” Kim recalled. “And then I went back to New York and I was miserable. If you have cold feet for anyone out there listening, it’s not it.”